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i'm such a coward.

unable to express my deepest feelings, worrying that the same thing will happen again.

darn. 

can't wait for my tw grad trip with dong dong! while all my friends have already went (or in e midst of travelling), i'm still waiting patiently for my turn. and i'm pretty sure tw will be a nice place to travel around! can't wait to try out all e yummy food at those night markets, and SHOP!

and this 'holiday' definitely gonna be the best one ever! because KATHY is coming in june, hyemin is coming in july, and and and.... MAMIKO, SONOMI and TAKUMI are coming in august!! i'm so eager to see ALL OF THEM! and mamiko is so so sweet that she said i'm their PRIORITY in visiting sg!! i feel so touched and honored when i saw her msg last night. i guess i'm really a different person when i was back in sweden, where i was more open and friendly and loud. oh well, i AM still friendly now, lol. just that maybe i love to talk more often when i'm with this bunch of cool international friends.

dong fell sick again, and this time i guess i'm the culprit. hope he gets better and can recover tmr. gonna miss him for the time being, cos cant see him again till next friday. meow... :'(

shall start updating my blog again. 

four years of uni life has finally came to an end. official convocation is on e 26th july. i'm kinda excited about the new phase in my life, yet feeling uncertain about my future. not sure if i can find a good job after graduation, not sure if my future boss and colleagues will be friendly...

but one thing for sure is that i'll spend many many more happy days with ohd. :)

never give up on something or someone who makes you smile, and always have a positive attitude towards life!

i guess everything's back to normal now. 雨过就会天晴! and sometimes, you may even see the rainbow. :)

don't fall too easily and hard when there's no one there to catch you. 

a lot of dreadful things happened recently. and i think i'm gonna collapse if such things continue to happen every day.
i miss the old days. i hate busy life. i wish my friends can be more understanding. i wish there's a shoulder for me to lean on whenever i'm upset. i wish there's little surprises here and there to brighten up my day. i wish you are not so busy with your work. i wish...
i wish i can go back to 3 months ago.
hope my once perfect life can be back soon. 

just browsed through 02 friends' fb profiles, and trying to find out what's everyone's doing recently. haven had the time to catch up with them for the entire semester. i'm starting to miss every single one of them now. 


sometimes i just wonder why time past so quickly. those sec 4 days are probably the most memorable days for me. friends mugging for o lvls tgt after school, playing bball on weekends, staying back for tuition as a class, etc.. really miss those days so much. i wish there's a time machine which can teleport me back to 6 years ago. 


i missed teasing choo min everyday, i missed joking and laughing hard with gfs, i missed playing bball with class guys, i missed having gatherings at my house, etc.. 


uni life is so much different from secondary school days, where there was lotsa laughters, tears and htht with besties. i missed staying over night at dede's hse, i missed christmas parties at her place, i missed husky. i missed her.. and them..


everyone seems to have a different life now, and busy with school stuffs. and i'm pretty sure everyone had made new friends in uni, wherever they are. 


i just miss all of them so much out of a sudden. 


shall organize class/clique gathering soon... 

hope this semester will end soon.
finals coming in a month's time, and i've noticed that THE mugging season has already started.
i wanna catch up with friends and enjoy freedom! :(