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RAHH! i'm havin chem mock exams tmr durin afternoon revision lecture! i jus finished browsing thru all organic chem and some other major topics notes. n i tink i wun be able to score well since i didnt really spend time on chem revision. but anyw, i hope dat at least i can pass it. lols..

realised dat one of my sec skl fren is feelin dwn these few days cos of some issue, hope she'll be able to get over w it ba.. (although i noe it's kinda hard..) BUT gal, U MUS CHEER UP OKAY?!

baby sent me this interestin email which related to horoscopes jus now.. lols.. i shall post mine here, cos i feel it's kinda true for me.. (clem n hy, u two shant be surprised rite? since we were jus tokin abt it past 2 days.. lols)

天蝎座:痴情第一名, 扮酷第一名, 魅力第一名, 冷冰冰第一名, 理智第一名

baby say i always act zai n dao ppl, lols.. n this attitude often scared away some guys.. lols.. i dunno.. mayb i dun lyk to deal w ppl i dunno ba.. those who noe me for years shld be able to understand me beta.. =)

k i shall slp now.. my eye bags are gettin larger. haix..

nites all!

met bei this evenin.. i didnt see her for a LONG LONG TIME.. really miss her alot. after all, sec skl frens are always e best..

minghui was farnie todae.. hahas.. she s0s-called me.. lols.. so i went for her rescue immediately(w super sloppy clothes n slippers n messy hair).. chat w her while pei-in her wait for 88.. =)

OH YA! TMR IS MS CHOO MIN AKA ZHU'S 18TH BDAY!!!
i can stil rmb those sec1 days when i first met her la! HAHAHA!! reversi is our code.. =)
we've been in e SAME class for 4 years, n truthfully speakin, she changed ALOT since last yr..
ah choo: I MISS SUAN-IN U!! u're always our source of laughter man! SHE'S E MAN!! wakakaka.. i still rmb this joke.. n sec4 pranks.. RAHH!! I MISS U GAL!

okay.. i shant say this.. it sounds abit les.. but anyw,
HAPPY BDAE AH ZHU!!!

to my dar: 对不起，我知道自己很自私。但，谢谢你的包容。3个月，很快就会过去的。trust me.. =)

yilin's out.

发奋图强-in...

now is the crucial period, 3 more months to e BIG As! n i'm gonna give it a BIG shot!

5As, here i come!!

i must persevere, but i nid motivation..

another week has past.. had almost 12hrs of skl yst. 7.45am-6.15pm.. i guess my brain jus cant function properly after a long day in skl.. durin phy extra lecture in e afternoon, e lecturer was gg thru common mistakes for our jct pp. there's this qn asked abt e origin of Bremsstraulung's x-ray thingy, got this student super cute de, he/she rote 'he is a clever man who has healthy lungs.' LOL! e whole audi burst into laugher! damn cute la!

den i chiong-ed to somerset stat after skl, guess wad? when i was on my way back, e mrt spoiled! WTH! i was stucked at potong pasir for lyk 15min?! luckily bf pei-ed me on e journey.. =)

gave tuition as usual today. mornin n afternoon sessions. my tutee's hse has DOG! hahahas.. here're some photos..
e 2-yr-old doggie called yogi.. =) super friendly de, it wags its tail whenever it sees me... hahahas..
my primary 1 tutee, joshua. super cute de lo! hehes.. v smart, he can finish 5 pages of math within 10min..

joshua's sis, monzie.. primary 3 gal.. =)

if u put 2 of them tgt, they really are difficult to handle.. imagine i have to teach them both math and eng.. it's tough.. however at least they did e assignment i gave them n are friendly, smart and cute..

monzie kept tryin to take photos of me.. lols.. btw, their hse is super big! terrace hse lai de.. e maid will prepare drink, ice-cream or other yummy snacks for me everytime! hehes.. n e tuition fee is quite a handsome amt.. i tink i'll haf my sony cyber-shot in 1 mth's time..

oh ya, thx frens for ur encouragin msges! i'm kinda shocked when so many of u guys sms-ed me or tagged on my blog recently.. thx peeps! i'll be studyin hard.. so dun tink i'm gonna blog for a long time le..

tata~~ i'm gg to mug le.. bye bye!

p.s. CH! rmb to ask e guys abt e gatherin.. thx. =)

okay. i've decided to blog todae..

i realised tat i've spent most of my free periods in e skl lib.. not studyin BUT sleepin or playin viwawa.. skl's borin..

missed those sec skl days.. although i'm still facin e same routine of gg thru O lvl/A lvl, i jus cant find my muggin momentum yet.

i told myself 'YILIN, U MUST START STUDYIN NOW!' but i jus cant.its lyk there's another voice tellin me 'nvm, u stil haf time ya? u can start studyin tmr'..
e cycle continues.
and it's e END.
i'm stuck in this vicious cycle forever..

WHY CANT I JUS TURN ON MY STUDYIN ENGINE LYK SEC4?
i dunno.. really. i'm lost...

i noe prelims comin in 7 weeks time, official school is endin in abt 2 mth.. wad am i doin now?! we'll be self studyin at home from 10.oct, n i haven find my right muggin track.

i hate myself for findin all sorts of excuses to cover up my failures.
i dun wan it to last.

i'm tired of tryin to act bubbly in skl. to camouflage n jus hide in e crowd.
IT'S JUS NOT E REAL ME!!
really wish jc life can end asap..

i wan my As back!
no more U, S or E grades for prelims.
and i wan As for all my subjects in e A levels!

JCT results will be out latest by nxt week i guess.

got back chem, gp and math p1 this week. didnt do well.. or shld i say i did ESPECIALLY TERRIBLE for math.. it's e first time i got an U for math since jc1. really demoralised but at least i noe wad went wrong. i shant jus read thru e solutions and not practisin qns.. it's DEFINITELY NOT e way to study math and other subj. e key to success is practice! hope its not too late for me to realise it yet..

chem is not satisfyin as well.. all cos of my mcq.. did quite badly for it. so overall i still hoverin at an E grade. shyt la! i shld read those mcq qns more carefully nxt time. if i got 10 more marks for mcq, i'll be able to get a B la.. sian... mcq DOES make a HUGE difference. =(

tink i'm gonna flunk phy as usual, since e paper is lyk super difficult. =.=

suan le. i shall be e COFFEE BEAN! n not e egg or carrot.
moral of e story: coffee bean changed e water, NOT vice versa!

reply tags here:

ting: hahahas.. i'm NOT gonna wear high heels again. it's self-torturin.. send ya e photo after As ba.. =)

leon: okay le. not pain alrdy, recoverin.. fang xin ba!

rong: lols.. flunkin all.. sian

choo: RAHH! i dare u wear high heels in e nxt gatherin. BLEH!!

minghui: YEA! hahas.. lao po zui hao le~

alex: yup! v fast leh.. 13. oct got study break alrdy. damn fast la!

asy: haix.. mine too.. BUT we'll DO WELL in e prelims and As!!! =))

gtg.. super tired today.
nites all!