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December 1, 2011
my reflections

i've just read one of my old friend's blog, and his entries sort of made me feel like i've wasted more than 4 years on someone who's already gone. and not going to come back.

time to move on. it's silly to stuck at one point in life and not trying to explore other wonderful things around me right now, and in the future.

i guess my personality changed cos of the one who's alr gone, and i hate myself for being such a coward. i've lost lotsa opportunities in the past few years, and i'm not gonna to repeat the history again.

exchange life has brought my old self back, although not 100%, but at least i can feel part of the old me is alive now. i'm not e gal who doesn't like to mingle with new people, new friends. i am supposed to be the girl who socialize a lot and loves making new friends. i enjoy being the center of attention, and i enjoy entertaining friends around me and cracking lame jokes which no one understands for the first few seconds.

i'm not sure if my old self will return anytime soon, but one thing for sure, i'm not gonna linger at the same spot, over the same person, and haunted by old memories.

i can do it!



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